A short goodbye (loss mentioned)
Apr 3, 2015 19:15:38 GMT -5
Post by raelien23 on Apr 3, 2015 19:15:38 GMT -5
I am so sorry to say that I am most likely experiencing a chemical pregnancy/early loss this month. My betas for 4 w + 4 came back at only 33, and today had dropped to 22. My midwife says to expect a heavier period sometime in the next few days.
I've been on an emotional roller coaster since my positive pregnancy test - joy, hope, fear, more hope, and today - just sadness and a desire to be back to normal. This is my first pregnany and my first loss.
I'll probably write more about my experience over on pregnancy loss in a few days, but right now I've sent my husband to the store for a bottle of red wine and some sugary cereal and I'm about to put on some Gilmore Girls and cuddle my dog on the couch.
I wish the happiest of nine months to all you wonderful women! Thanks for letting me be a part of this community if only for a little bit
I've been on an emotional roller coaster since my positive pregnancy test - joy, hope, fear, more hope, and today - just sadness and a desire to be back to normal. This is my first pregnany and my first loss.
I'll probably write more about my experience over on pregnancy loss in a few days, but right now I've sent my husband to the store for a bottle of red wine and some sugary cereal and I'm about to put on some Gilmore Girls and cuddle my dog on the couch.
I wish the happiest of nine months to all you wonderful women! Thanks for letting me be a part of this community if only for a little bit
I'm so sorry to hear. Take care of yourself and enjoy that wine and cereal! 
