Happy F - ing Easter

[happyktmom]

Yup. Another Holiday paining over pregnancy tests and begrudging my entire family for it. Everything is passing me off. I know AF is around the corner. I just don't know how much more I can take. I've tested out my trigger and have had 2 BFN's - no squinted or anything - 2 days in a row. It would have to be positive by now if everything worked out. We did everything right!! Timing, shots, meds, EVERYTHING! WTF?!
I know it's not over till it's over but I'm hormonal thought the roof right now which is typical for AF.
Now I have to put on my happy face and walk into church. I promise to refrain from saying Happy F - ing Easter again

[wannabmama]

happyktmom I'm so sorry I can certainly understand the frustration and, too, feel like holidays amplify things.
I'm so sorry you're dealing with all of this!

I'm lucky, I suppose, to be spending my Easter will friends and it will be a drinking day...I'm trying to convince myself that I'm happy to be able to celebrate, though really I would give almost anything to NOT be able to drink.

I send you wishes for an Easter surprise, and barring that, at least some happiness with your family despite everything else. *hugs*

[wirt2cute]

happyktmom, I am so sorry you are have such a crappy day. I'm and sending all the creepy internet hugs ((((HUS))))))!!!!!!!

[wirt2cute]

happyktmom, I am so sorry you are have such a crappy day. I'm and sending all the creepy internet hugs ((((HUS))))))!!!!!!!


Hopefully you will have a good time at church.

[lickwed]

I'm so sorry you are dealing with this on Easter of all holidays. When things don't work out after everything is done to help, you are right it does suck! Hugs lady.

[nikolie93]

I'm sorry for the shitty time happyktmom.

*hugs*

[teenybenoit]

I get where you are coming from it definitely can be overwhelming and just plain suck. Big hugs girl!

[URMySunshine77]

I am so sorry. I hate that feeling.

[lennonkdc]

I'm so sorry, hugs!

[happyktmom]

Thank you all. Still no AF. I'm still as crazy as ever. I'm on the road tomorrow and will still stop at a lab for my beta but not hopeful. With my luck -AF will rear her ugly head immediately following the blood draw.

[Deleted]

Hope your drive was safe and unexpected results from beta happyktmom,

[tiresiastheblond]

I'm sorry--it all sounds frustrating. Good luck with the beta.

[peanutmuse]

Good luck with your beta!

[momtex]

I'm sorry you had a such a crappy day on Easter! Hope you know one way or the other soon.

[boobacat]

I'm sorry it totally sucks. Maybe the beta will bring better info.

[vh2014]

GL with your Beta! I'm starting to dread family get togethers too.. ultimately someone will ask what's going on- yesterday it was SIL. Most days I'm open, some days I just don't want to talk about it. Hoping you'll have happy news soon.

[luvmyponies]

((hugs)) happyktmom Holidays definitely make it worse. I had a drink right away when we got to IL's yesterday, so it was clear from the second I walked in I was not KU. No need to guess.

[lolbraun]

I'm so sorry to hear of your frustration. Unfortunately, I think most of us have experienced this too many times too! Finger's crossed and warm wishes are being sent your way.