Post by lovegrilledcheese on Apr 23, 2015 13:06:54 GMT -5
So went to my RE this am. Thank goodness the baby is still hanging on. The clot broke up and it's not preventing the baby from connecting to the placenta any-longer. The massive amount of blood I have coming out (super plus tampon in 30 min) and horrendous cramping is from the clot trying to leave the body. It's pooling right at my cervix. It should be pretty bad next few days my RE said and I'm not out of the woods yet. It is a good sign the blood is leaving the body and the clot broke up. I go back again on Mon. She put me on modified bed rest the next few days.
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Happy for a somewhat positive update, lovegrilledcheese, and FX all goes well for Monday!
I'm weird today. I don't know how to really describe how I feel. "Off" is all I can say. Boobs are still sore to the touch and cramps still light. Food and I are not having a very open and loving relationship like we normally do. I neither want it nor do I NOT want it. I'm just kind of meh... I feel like I am eating only because I know I have to, not because I want to. But when I'm eating, I have no desire to be eating at all. I feel like I'm going nuts. DH asked if it was MS and I was like, "Well no... I just don't feel anything." He's starting to get concerned I won't eat anything at all. On any normal basis, I can go half a day without eating if I'm real busy-- I tend to be the opposite of most people. When I am stressed, I don't eat and he's worried I'm hurting any potential baby we have. The only thing I'm good at right now is drinking my daily gallon of fluids/water.
Met 06/27/2004. Fell in love 09/30/2005. Adopted our pups 7/08 & 2/10. Bought a house 12/29/10. Married 10/8/11. TTC Baby #1 December 2014. BFP 4/16/2015 EDD 12/25/2015 DD Born 12/28/2015
Post by anonymouseliza on Apr 23, 2015 13:41:59 GMT -5
lovegrilledcheese, so glad to hear that it is looking more positive, though I know it's still a scary time. I had a lot of bleeding during my son's pregnancy (enormous clots in large gushes of blood, so I understand), and it's a mindfuck even when you know baby is probably ok. Just rest up, stay hydrated and hang in there.
Happy for a somewhat positive update, lovegrilledcheese, and FX all goes well for Monday!
I'm weird today. I don't know how to really describe how I feel. "Off" is all I can say. Boobs are still sore to the touch and cramps still light. Food and I are not having a very open and loving relationship like we normally do. I neither want it nor do I NOT want it. I'm just kind of meh... I feel like I am eating only because I know I have to, not because I want to. But when I'm eating, I have no desire to be eating at all. I feel like I'm going nuts. DH asked if it was MS and I was like, "Well no... I just don't feel anything." He's starting to get concerned I won't eat anything at all. On any normal basis, I can go half a day without eating if I'm real busy-- I tend to be the opposite of most people. When I am stressed, I don't eat and he's worried I'm hurting any potential baby we have. The only thing I'm good at right now is drinking my daily gallon of fluids/water.
It can be considered a manifestation of NVP or food aversion - it's very, very, very common. Tell your DH not to worry. Baby is not really dependent on you for nutrients at this point, and the baby will take what it needs from you anyway. They are efficient little parasites that way. You will feel more like eating again eventually - it's not permanent. Try to get down what you can, especially if something sounds good to you. It won't be this way for 9 months, I promise.
Happy for a somewhat positive update, lovegrilledcheese, and FX all goes well for Monday!
I'm weird today. I don't know how to really describe how I feel. "Off" is all I can say. Boobs are still sore to the touch and cramps still light. Food and I are not having a very open and loving relationship like we normally do. I neither want it nor do I NOT want it. I'm just kind of meh... I feel like I am eating only because I know I have to, not because I want to. But when I'm eating, I have no desire to be eating at all. I feel like I'm going nuts. DH asked if it was MS and I was like, "Well no... I just don't feel anything." He's starting to get concerned I won't eat anything at all. On any normal basis, I can go half a day without eating if I'm real busy-- I tend to be the opposite of most people. When I am stressed, I don't eat and he's worried I'm hurting any potential baby we have. The only thing I'm good at right now is drinking my daily gallon of fluids/water.
It can be considered a manifestation of NVP or food aversion - it's very, very, very common. Tell your DH not to worry. Baby is not really dependent on you for nutrients at this point, and the baby will take what it needs from you anyway. They are efficient little parasites that way. You will feel more like eating again eventually - it's not permanent. Try to get down what you can, especially if something sounds good to you. It won't be this way for 9 months, I promise.
Good to know. You're seriously full of delightfully helpful information Thanks!
Met 06/27/2004. Fell in love 09/30/2005. Adopted our pups 7/08 & 2/10. Bought a house 12/29/10. Married 10/8/11. TTC Baby #1 December 2014. BFP 4/16/2015 EDD 12/25/2015 DD Born 12/28/2015
It can be considered a manifestation of NVP or food aversion - it's very, very, very common. Tell your DH not to worry. Baby is not really dependent on you for nutrients at this point, and the baby will take what it needs from you anyway. They are efficient little parasites that way. You will feel more like eating again eventually - it's not permanent. Try to get down what you can, especially if something sounds good to you. It won't be this way for 9 months, I promise.
Good to know. You're seriously full of delightfully helpful information Thanks!
Back in the day, I thought I wanted to be a doula or possibly even a midwife, so I studied a loooooooooooooooooot. And I've also been pregnant five billion times. So. Yeah. It's nice to feel like it's useful again.
Good to know. You're seriously full of delightfully helpful information Thanks!
Back in the day, I thought I wanted to be a doula or possibly even a midwife, so I studied a loooooooooooooooooot. And I've also been pregnant five billion times. So. Yeah. It's nice to feel like it's useful again.
You would be great at it! I seriously feel so lucky to be in D15 with you! /sappytalk.
Met 06/27/2004. Fell in love 09/30/2005. Adopted our pups 7/08 & 2/10. Bought a house 12/29/10. Married 10/8/11. TTC Baby #1 December 2014. BFP 4/16/2015 EDD 12/25/2015 DD Born 12/28/2015
It's been a rough few days here. I don't know if it is my pillow needing to be replaced, or what, but I'm getting terrible neck pains, that are mixing with the sinus headaches from my allergies, and just making me miserable. MH took me out for dinner last night because of my bad day, and my head was bothering me so much by the end of the meal, he had to drive home and I fell asleep in the car.
My other issue is that between the bloating and the Lovenox shots, my stomach is a mess. I can't wear my regular pants because it cuts right over the injections site, and it hurts. When I wear dresses and tights, my tights roll down and hit the area, and it hurts. I can't get away with wearing pajama pants to work (as much I would really like to right now). I'm just getting frustrated.
Have you tried underbelly maternity pants yet? When I'm bloated, I cannot stand anything the tiniest bit restrictive.
Awww, tromeo, I'm so happy you made it here =) The desire to eat will come back. The not eating phase for me lasted about two weeks. Right now I go through swings of not wanting to eat at all and wanting to eat all the things. Last night I ate my body weight in bad foods. Today has been a force feeding day.
lovegrilledcheese, I'm so glad baby is okay! I'm sorry you're bleeding so much but at least it's not bad for baby type bleeding.
It's been a rough few days here. I don't know if it is my pillow needing to be replaced, or what, but I'm getting terrible neck pains, that are mixing with the sinus headaches from my allergies, and just making me miserable. MH took me out for dinner last night because of my bad day, and my head was bothering me so much by the end of the meal, he had to drive home and I fell asleep in the car.
My other issue is that between the bloating and the Lovenox shots, my stomach is a mess. I can't wear my regular pants because it cuts right over the injections site, and it hurts. When I wear dresses and tights, my tights roll down and hit the area, and it hurts. I can't get away with wearing pajama pants to work (as much I would really like to right now). I'm just getting frustrated.
Have you tried underbelly maternity pants yet? When I'm bloated, I cannot stand anything the tiniest bit restrictive.
And gentle head pets - your poor head.
Definitely worth looking into maternity pants. They're so comfy, might be worth the switch even if it's early.
Try to take it easy! I ended up having to stay late with a crashing patient a couple nights ago (making for an almost 15 hour shift) and I feel like I still haven't recovered.
Do you have snow?? I woke up to an inch of snow on the deck. What is going on here?!
Thankfully no. We were supposed to get some overnight and this morning but I haven't seen any yet.
Lucky! it has been like a blizzard here all day. Thankfully it's not sticking but it keeps coming and coming and coming. : (
Thankfully no. We were supposed to get some overnight and this morning but I haven't seen any yet.
Lucky! it has been like a blizzard here all day. Thankfully it's not sticking but it keeps coming and coming and coming. : (
I did end up finding the snow. It was flurrying out when I left my house this morning and there was a layer on the ground in the town I work in about 25 minutes north of my house. It ended up snowing all day and the track meet I was supposed to help coach got cancelled, which made me feel less guilty about going home early.
Post by ellewills618 on Apr 23, 2015 16:59:57 GMT -5
obscurereference, I was mega itchy my entire pregnancy with ds. Cerave cream was a life saver. lovegrilledcheese, glad you got some news and sending positive vibes your way.
I woke up a little concerned I wasn't queasy but it turned up about 2 hours later with some burps. I'm hoping that's all the worse it gets. Headaches and fatigue are still hanging on. I'm hoping I can keep it all under wraps while my SIL visits for 3 weeks (soooo loooong and I'm not ready to announce).
My bloodwork came back. My hcg is only 174 and my progesterone is really close to zero. The doc thinks I will miscarry naturally soon. I did more bloodwork today so we will see but it's not looking good. I'm so sad. I know it's for be best. But so sad.
My bloodwork came back. My hcg is only 174 and my progesterone is really close to zero. The doc thinks I will miscarry naturally soon. I did more bloodwork today so we will see but it's not looking good. I'm so sad. I know it's for be best. But so sad.
My bloodwork came back. My hcg is only 174 and my progesterone is really close to zero. The doc thinks I will miscarry naturally soon. I did more bloodwork today so we will see but it's not looking good. I'm so sad. I know it's for be best. But so sad.
My bloodwork came back. My hcg is only 174 and my progesterone is really close to zero. The doc thinks I will miscarry naturally soon. I did more bloodwork today so we will see but it's not looking good. I'm so sad. I know it's for be best. But so sad.
******Loss Mentioned***** Me-Stage 3 Endo DH-MFI Nov and Dec 2014-Letrozole+trigger+IUI=BFN Jan 2015: IVF#1:ET cancelled due to severe OHSS FET #1: April 2015=BFP 4/10 & M/C 4/27 & D&C 5/15 Hysteroscopy and polypectomy 7/31 FET #2: Aug-Cxl FET #2.1 9/18-BFFN FET #3: 10/23-
My bloodwork came back. My hcg is only 174 and my progesterone is really close to zero. The doc thinks I will miscarry naturally soon. I did more bloodwork today so we will see but it's not looking good. I'm so sad. I know it's for be best. But so sad.
I am so sorry. Keeping you in my thoughts and hoping for good news from today's blood work!
And after not feeling like anything looked good, bad or ugly food-wise today, I just ate an entire Panera Breadbowl and don't feel bad about it. I have no idea what my body wants anymore. I surrender to the unpredictability of pregnancy and say fuck it.
ETA:
jtizzay, this breaks my heart for you. I'm so sorry for the news and send you big creepy internet hugs.
@littleliverpill, I've been sleeping very strangely too. I'm a late riser-- I don't need to be up early for my job, so I don't. Lately, I haven't been able to sleep past 6am. It's like my body has said, "Well, might as well get used to it now..." Refer to above statement for my thoughts on the matter.
Met 06/27/2004. Fell in love 09/30/2005. Adopted our pups 7/08 & 2/10. Bought a house 12/29/10. Married 10/8/11. TTC Baby #1 December 2014. BFP 4/16/2015 EDD 12/25/2015 DD Born 12/28/2015
And after not feeling like anything looked good, bad or ugly food-wise today, I just ate an entire Panera Breadbowl and don't feel bad about it. I have no idea what my body wants anymore. I surrender to the unpredictability of pregnancy and say fuck it.
Oh my yes, Panera breadbowl is the shit. Now I know what I want for lunch tomorrow!
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