Post by cnumbers on Apr 25, 2015 13:56:41 GMT -5
SO and I are at his parents house with his little sister, about an hour ago they proceeded to play really loud dance music - I don't like dance music so I got all pouty and just decided to be a bit pissed off. I just wanted peace and quiet as today was supposed to be our day with just us two & his friend was supposed to be coming over tonight but instead wanted to change it to tomorrow. I'm not really into dealing with his friends at the moment as they do not know I'm expecting and will make a big deal of it and I don't see why we should have to change our plans tomorrow to accommodate them. Anyway, upon seeing I was in a little bit pissed SO decided to try and cheer me up, he tried several attempts but I told him I wanted to be left alone as my bad mood would lift on its own.. He then said 'CNumbers will you marry me' as a joke. I don't find this funny at all as it's something that I want badly & something that I value highly. I told him to F off and he said 'I'm serious' my reply 'if your serious where's the ring' he was eating onion rings at the time and offered me one as my engagement ring, he knows how important this is to me I told him I don't find him joking about that funny. I'm now in an even bigger mood and I was close to tears as I thought to myself I'm having his child and he hasn't popped the question yet so maybe he won't although he says he will in future but him joking about it had made me think that he doesn't take it seriously, I'm now thinking I'm overreacting but I'm just in an emotional mood.. Looking at engagement rings online.. I suppose I shouldn't.. I'm only making myself feel worse. Sorry ladies, I needed to vent. Hope you are all having a better day.