SS AW rants here

[sugarbean17]

May 17, 2015 9:58:28 GMT -5 budders said:

I am so tired, uncomfortable and cranky lately. I have fallen into these moods where I don't want to do anything except what I want to do, when I want to do it. H wants my help with something today, and while I want to be helpful since he's done so much for me recently, I just want to finish working on stuff for the baby/nursery and rest/nap. I'm getting very overwhelmed and anxious about the idea that the baby could be here any day, and I feel I need to cross the things off of my list that stress me out, and conserve my energy and enjoy my "me time" as much as I can, but time with H and family/friends is also important. It's a no win, and I just want to curl up in bed and cry.

I'm right there with you. Last night we went to my family members graduation party I was able to socialize while hubby chased our 3yo. It was so nice... for me. Now tonight we are supposed to go to a friend's birthday party and it's my turn to chase the 3yo. I feel like crying because I don't want to go. I don't see why I can't just stay home and let him go by himself. But I guess that's not fair because he did it for me last night. I don't know I just feel like a lump and I'm so tired. Plus I work 3 12hr shifts in a row starting tomorrow where hubby has the next two days off. I just feel like a pouty whiner.

[Bluedaisy]

May 17, 2015 9:58:28 GMT -5 budders said:

I am so tired, uncomfortable and cranky lately. I have fallen into these moods where I don't want to do anything except what I want to do, when I want to do it. H wants my help with something today, and while I want to be helpful since he's done so much for me recently, I just want to finish working on stuff for the baby/nursery and rest/nap. I'm getting very overwhelmed and anxious about the idea that the baby could be here any day, and I feel I need to cross the things off of my list that stress me out, and conserve my energy and enjoy my "me time" as much as I can, but time with H and family/friends is also important. It's a no win, and I just want to curl up in bed and cry.

Awe I'm sorry!  Don't feel bad about doing what you want, you need to take care of yourself first and you'll be more able to do other stuff when you feel better.