Getting really anxious

blueinred

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Getting really anxious Jan 22, 2015 12:48:07 GMT -5 via mobile

Post by blueinred on Jan 22, 2015 12:48:07 GMT -5

I'm seeing a new RE tomorrow, exactly 2 months after my last Failed Embryo Transfer (which is what FET means for me). I am just as sad, depressed, angry and resentful why treatment seems to be successful for everyone but me. My fear is that there is nothing wrong in my uterus and no real reason for why I have struck out 3 times. I am a medical professional and I have never seen a treatment for any condition that is 100% successful.

I know one step at a time but I seriously wonder if I will even endure another FET if I have no explanation for all my failures. If that makes me a quitter, then so be it. I'll be 38 this summer and I cannot keep making TTC the focus of my life.

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Formerly MoFree on the other board.
TTC since 2008
Diagnosis of Severe MFI 3-2009
IVF#1 Nov 2011, BFP
DD born @31 weeks gestation, 6-24-12
FET#1, Nov 2013,, BFN
FET#2, Feb 2014, BFN
Freeze only cycle with PGD August 2014
FET #3 another BFN
FET canceled due to cysts
FET #4 Dec 2015, BFP
Baby Boy born 8-28-16 via VBAC

bellalou Silver Trophy Posts: 866 Love-Tits: 871	Getting really anxious Jan 22, 2015 13:40:11 GMT -5 via Tapatalk Post by bellalou on Jan 22, 2015 13:40:11 GMT -5 You are NOT a quitter and no one looks at you that way. You've endured so much and at one point you just have to say enough is enough! GL tomorrow. I hope you get the answers you are looking for.
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TJ Moderator Garnet's Universe Posts: 11,344 Love-Tits: 32,078	Getting really anxious Jan 22, 2015 14:22:50 GMT -5 Post by TJ on Jan 22, 2015 14:22:50 GMT -5 Good luck tomorrow. Try not to be negative yet... maybe the new RE will find something s/he can treat. Maybe a fresh set of eyes and tests will be just the thing. And if you decide after meeting with this RE that you need to move on from TTC, that's okay. You have to keep on living. Hugs.
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Getting really anxious Jan 22, 2015 15:38:29 GMT -5 via Tapatalk

Post by karabear4409 on Jan 22, 2015 15:38:29 GMT -5

If you walk away from treatment, you are not a quitter! You have given it your all, and when you feel that you are ready to be done, it's ok to be done. Only you know what is right for your body.

I do hope that this new RE will bring some new ideas to the table. Hear what he has to say with an open mind and then really think about it. Lots of hugs.

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mg0202 Silver Trophy Posts: 954 Love-Tits: 1,844	Getting really anxious Jan 22, 2015 16:51:35 GMT -5 Post by mg0202 on Jan 22, 2015 16:51:35 GMT -5 You are not a quitter, three in a row is a lot to deal with physically and emotionally! I hope the new RE has some answers and some ideas with how to move forward from here to bring you success next time!
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chiwifey Gold Trophy Posts: 1,292 Love-Tits: 2,290	Getting really anxious Jan 22, 2015 23:31:36 GMT -5 via Tapatalk Post by chiwifey on Jan 22, 2015 23:31:36 GMT -5 Wishing you a great appt tomorrow!
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Getting really anxious Jan 23, 2015 2:45:17 GMT -5

Post by 1983lindsey on Jan 23, 2015 2:45:17 GMT -5

Good luck tomorrow!

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Me 32- Annovulatory, eggs w/SER Aggregates, 1 working tube
DH-32 Low morph

IVF #1- Antagonist- 19R 1F (Frozen day 1 @2pn state) Eggs diagnosed with SER on 13/19
IVF #2- Antag. w/ICSI & letrosole added last minute on day 7- 39R 24M 15F (frozen @ 2pn) 4/24 SER+, 14/15 fertilized were SER-)
FET- Cultured 16 2pn embryos- 1 good hatching blast and one early blast transferred 1/28- none to freeze- BFP!
Beta 8dp5dt-66, 11dp5dt-270, 18dp5dt- 7227!

kmc84 Gold Trophy Posts: 2,176 Love-Tits: 4,295	Getting really anxious Jan 23, 2015 4:33:45 GMT -5 via mobile Post by kmc84 on Jan 23, 2015 4:33:45 GMT -5 Ditto to the PPs! Good luck tomorrow! I really hope the new RE has some new ideas. No matter what you decide, we will support your decision! Three in a row is devestating. No one would call you a quitter if you decide you've had enough! FX for a great appointment!
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Deleted Deleted Member Posts: 0	Getting really anxious Jan 23, 2015 11:47:16 GMT -5 via mobile Post by Deleted on Jan 23, 2015 11:47:16 GMT -5 Best of luck today. I hope you can at least explore a few different options. Update us when you can.
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richzep Silver Trophy Posts: 876 Love-Tits: 3,802	Getting really anxious Jan 23, 2015 14:04:53 GMT -5 via Tapatalk Post by richzep on Jan 23, 2015 14:04:53 GMT -5 Thinking of you today and wishing you all the best!!
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imoverit Bronze Trophy Posts: 451 Love-Tits: 367	Getting really anxious Jan 24, 2015 0:24:59 GMT -5 Post by imoverit on Jan 24, 2015 0:24:59 GMT -5 How'd today go sweets?
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Post by blueinred on Jan 22, 2015 12:48:07 GMT -5

Post by bellalou on Jan 22, 2015 13:40:11 GMT -5

Post by TJ on Jan 22, 2015 14:22:50 GMT -5

Post by karabear4409 on Jan 22, 2015 15:38:29 GMT -5

Post by mg0202 on Jan 22, 2015 16:51:35 GMT -5

Post by chiwifey on Jan 22, 2015 23:31:36 GMT -5

Post by 1983lindsey on Jan 23, 2015 2:45:17 GMT -5

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