Could I have a hug?

[4furrypaws]

((Squish))

As @eliida said, this just IS HARD. Fucking hard. Fucking shit. Fucking Shitty Shit.

I also have a therapist. I started back with her before we were even TTC years ago. I've been on and off with her ever since. Although it's been consistent the past year with all the mounds of shit that my life has been made up of. I strongly recommend it.

Other than that...I'll be honest...I just don't know how to make this less painful. Time maybe. I know for me since we've decided to take an undefined break I've been feeling better. Not stressing, obsessing, etc. I'm sure it will come crashing down on me one of these days. My 36th Bday was last week and that was a little rough. And people making fucking asshole comments doesn't help. But I'm just trying to enjoy the days that are free of the mind fucking.

I wish I could offer something more helpful hun. But for now I have lots of hugs and love for you.xo

[menrandes]

So many big squishy **hugs** lady.
It's hard, it sucks. I've never figured out how to not put pressure on myself, so I don't really have any advice.

Personally, with a bunch of recent break downs, I was contemplating starting therapy. That might be a good option for you.

[rubysi]

I am here with ((hugs)) so many hugs... it comes and goes and it gets betterish with time I promise love. I have found distractions to help, talking when I need too, and hugs here and irl.

[elliecat17]

(((hugs))) so many many hugs.
I have very little advice for you, except this: Pamper yourself. Do what you love. I know it really doesn't help, and it doesn't make it any easier, but at least you might end up feeling a little better. Always here for you!

[lizblue]

You can have alll the hugs. You are grieving and its ok. We're here for you.

[sarcaztic10]

((((Hugs)))) to you lady. It is hard, really hard. I am also really hard on myself and I put so much pressure on myself. Do what you need to get through this, pamper yourself, east chocolate, drink wine, and know that we are always here to listen. TTCAL is so tough and adding in IF issues is even harder. Sending more (((Hugs))) your way.

[skategirl128]

So many big hugs being sent your way!

[rslh10]

So much love lady!!!!

[readinglove]

Lots and lots of (((hugs))) for you. This process sucks. A lot. I struggle with the jealous, anger, grief...take your pick, really...at moments too. Going in for counseling has helped, but there's still that hole/empty feeling. I'm hoping that goes away - or at least diminishes - because it hurts.

[o2girl]

Lots and lots of squishy ( o Y o ) booby (((((hugs))))) lovey!

[kateisoptimistic]

Sending you so many hugs!! This process sucks. I wish I had some great advice but I'm still searching for it myself. I just try and stay busy and live in the moment but it's hard.