Going Out of Your Comfort Zone
Jul 4, 2015 21:01:38 GMT -5
Post by icequeen on Jul 4, 2015 21:01:38 GMT -5
Hi y'all! Happy 4th! Hope everyone is having a good weekend.
*ED behaviors mentioned*
I've really been pushing myself to go out of my comfort zone by trying different foods, working out less intensely, and adjusting to last minute changes in plans. My therapist and I decided on a different work out plan this week and to continue to raise my caloric intake. Once I set a plan, I am pretty rigid in sticking to it and have terrible anxiety if something goes wrong, like the storm last week that prevented me from working out in the morning. So this weekend DH asked me if I could take Sunday morning off from my exercise and just rest my body. Immediately I got defensive and had trouble articulating why this is not a good idea because I had different challenges set up for this week. I felt stupid telling him about why it was such a big deal to me to still do my work out and not change plans at the last minute, but I didn't want to get in an argument and derail our evening. So I agreed to not work out in the morning and tried to think of it as a positive. I know my body needs rest but I also feel very edgy and uncomfortable about tomorrow, when I have to really push myself.
I initially was going to just talk about your reactions to challenges like mine and not go into details, so I added the trigger warnings. I don't know if I'm asking for advice here or just looking to vent and get extra motivation for tomorrow. I suppose I'll just ask how do y'all deal with going outside your comfort zone in your individual struggles? How do you cope with your illness when you are faced with these kinds of curveballs? Thanks again for reading and I'm sorry for making anyone uncomfortable.
*ED behaviors mentioned*
I've really been pushing myself to go out of my comfort zone by trying different foods, working out less intensely, and adjusting to last minute changes in plans. My therapist and I decided on a different work out plan this week and to continue to raise my caloric intake. Once I set a plan, I am pretty rigid in sticking to it and have terrible anxiety if something goes wrong, like the storm last week that prevented me from working out in the morning. So this weekend DH asked me if I could take Sunday morning off from my exercise and just rest my body. Immediately I got defensive and had trouble articulating why this is not a good idea because I had different challenges set up for this week. I felt stupid telling him about why it was such a big deal to me to still do my work out and not change plans at the last minute, but I didn't want to get in an argument and derail our evening. So I agreed to not work out in the morning and tried to think of it as a positive. I know my body needs rest but I also feel very edgy and uncomfortable about tomorrow, when I have to really push myself.
I initially was going to just talk about your reactions to challenges like mine and not go into details, so I added the trigger warnings. I don't know if I'm asking for advice here or just looking to vent and get extra motivation for tomorrow. I suppose I'll just ask how do y'all deal with going outside your comfort zone in your individual struggles? How do you cope with your illness when you are faced with these kinds of curveballs? Thanks again for reading and I'm sorry for making anyone uncomfortable.