Birthmother AMA
Aug 20, 2015 0:13:39 GMT -5
Post by neam2014 on Aug 20, 2015 0:13:39 GMT -5
Hi everyone! I am over on the TTC/Infertility boards and wanted to offer any help I can as a Birthmother.
I got pregnant when I was 18. My bf at the time was 8 years older than me and told me “abortion or adoption, he didn’t want another kid” (he was an A$$ all around, and had 3 kids already. But I was stupid and 18) I am very pro choice and chose adoption.
I first contacted a national agency and was sent 50ish profiles. I didn’t like the way the national agency acted/treated me and then contacted a local lawyer that had an ad in the phonebook. I chose a family with her. I was around 4 months along. The mom came to my Dr’s apt for the rest of my pregnancy (they lived just over an hour away).
When I went into labor I called the family that I was headed to the hospital and they made it there shortly after my emergency C-section. They were able to stay in the room next to me with my son for three days until he and I were discharged. They took him home.
I gained 80 ish pounds during my pregnancy and never regained a normal period. When I was 19 I was diagnosed with PCOS. For the last 10 years I have had 20ish periods. For the last two years I have been TTC with my husband and recently joined TCF for support with ART treatments.
For the first two years after the adoption I got 3 or so updates each year. Then down to one a year in the summer. Two years ago when my so was 8 I wrote the family that they no longer needed to update me. They had gone on to adopt two more baby boys and had a full family. I started to feel like it was a time to “move on” a little and let everyone live their lives. When I have a child I will send them an update so my son will know that he has half siblings.
I know the adoptive family had almost adopted a baby right before my son, sometime right before or after the birth the mother backed out.
Also I know I will never adopt a child if my DH and I are unable to have a baby. If my son never contacts me I know he had a loving family and never felt he was missing anything but if he does find me I would hate for him to feel like I “gave him up” and then took a another child later. My Dh knows this as we had some big talks when faced with IF.
Any ways if there is anything I can answer I would be happy to. Truly ask my anything. It may take me some time to answer but I will as best I can. Please tag my name so I know to come to the board.
I got pregnant when I was 18. My bf at the time was 8 years older than me and told me “abortion or adoption, he didn’t want another kid” (he was an A$$ all around, and had 3 kids already. But I was stupid and 18) I am very pro choice and chose adoption.
I first contacted a national agency and was sent 50ish profiles. I didn’t like the way the national agency acted/treated me and then contacted a local lawyer that had an ad in the phonebook. I chose a family with her. I was around 4 months along. The mom came to my Dr’s apt for the rest of my pregnancy (they lived just over an hour away).
When I went into labor I called the family that I was headed to the hospital and they made it there shortly after my emergency C-section. They were able to stay in the room next to me with my son for three days until he and I were discharged. They took him home.
I gained 80 ish pounds during my pregnancy and never regained a normal period. When I was 19 I was diagnosed with PCOS. For the last 10 years I have had 20ish periods. For the last two years I have been TTC with my husband and recently joined TCF for support with ART treatments.
For the first two years after the adoption I got 3 or so updates each year. Then down to one a year in the summer. Two years ago when my so was 8 I wrote the family that they no longer needed to update me. They had gone on to adopt two more baby boys and had a full family. I started to feel like it was a time to “move on” a little and let everyone live their lives. When I have a child I will send them an update so my son will know that he has half siblings.
I know the adoptive family had almost adopted a baby right before my son, sometime right before or after the birth the mother backed out.
Also I know I will never adopt a child if my DH and I are unable to have a baby. If my son never contacts me I know he had a loving family and never felt he was missing anything but if he does find me I would hate for him to feel like I “gave him up” and then took a another child later. My Dh knows this as we had some big talks when faced with IF.
Any ways if there is anything I can answer I would be happy to. Truly ask my anything. It may take me some time to answer but I will as best I can. Please tag my name so I know to come to the board.