Post by glb30 on Aug 20, 2015 7:23:26 GMT -5
I think it's time I made the leap over here. Right now, we are TTA until my next AF, at which time I'll be doing an FET.
The third loss really kicked my ass. I feel pretty hopeless that I will end up with a rainbow. After my dog pooped in the house yesterday bc I was so busy I wasn't paying any attention to him, I basically melted into a pity fest. "I can't even take care of a dog- I'm so self absorbed, that's why this isn't working." (I realize this is insane. First, that's not how it works. Second, I can take care of the dog. He normally goes to daycare, whether I work from home or not. Our medical bills have just been over the top and saving the $35 dollars it costs per day helps.)
Anyway- I'm just down lately. Crying a lot- which is usually like a 4 times a year thing.
(((Hugs))) to you all and thanks for having me.
The third loss really kicked my ass. I feel pretty hopeless that I will end up with a rainbow. After my dog pooped in the house yesterday bc I was so busy I wasn't paying any attention to him, I basically melted into a pity fest. "I can't even take care of a dog- I'm so self absorbed, that's why this isn't working." (I realize this is insane. First, that's not how it works. Second, I can take care of the dog. He normally goes to daycare, whether I work from home or not. Our medical bills have just been over the top and saving the $35 dollars it costs per day helps.)
Anyway- I'm just down lately. Crying a lot- which is usually like a 4 times a year thing.
(((Hugs))) to you all and thanks for having me.
