Post by rikkiandjulie on Dec 5, 2015 12:53:37 GMT -5
Longest two weeks ever, also I feel absolutely nothing. So I don't understand how women all over the Internet are listing tons of symptoms 2 dpiui. Rant over.
I have an eye appt, and am going to ask about RX sunglasses today. I wear a bifocal, because I had surgery as a kid, and the muscles can't focus, but it's a no line, so no one knows, anyways I'd really like just the lenses for distance in my sunglasses so we will see.
I need to work out and diet. I'm the fat kid, and I'll for SURE have a B belly, I wonder how much I really care. I'm happy with myself and have no health issues, but I know I could eat better and be better.
I am a bit stressed over money and Xmas gifts. We have some left to buy, and real bills to pay. A few of which are yearly in Dec every single year, so this always happens. Ugh. It's reality though I guess, the Xmas struggle is real for a lot of people, add that in with me being an over giver and you've got stress.
Anybody have any good recommendations for kid friendly ornaments to buy?
I would be ok making some too.
Went to the park today with C briefly. She was climbing and said "Look at me, mommy!" It was so cute and sounded so grown up. I don't know where she picked that up.
I am so sick of morning sickness. A friend of mine has been feeling crappy her whole pregnancy until she just hit the 3rd tri. I do no think I can take another 12-13 weeks of this. And L has bad allergies. She finally set up appt with allergist and is getting tested this week. She is going to be off all her allergy meds for 5 days. So she is going to be more miserable than usual. Between the two of us feeling miserable it stinks for C.
****loss and living child discussed***** We're queer. I'm 34, have severe stage 4 endo, and both fallopian tubes are gone. My love ("Manada" 33) was diagnosed with diminished ovarian reserve. We did Partner IVF (my eggs, her uterus). We lost our twins Tav.in and Ca.sey at 21 weeks gestation.
I am so the worst for disappearing when we take breaks and I'm sorry. I had to delete Facebook again too though.. I find that when I start to get into a bad place I just need to disconnect and try to take care of myself.
Jo has been gone for about 2 months now and we just made plans during her two week visit home in Jan to try another IUI with our new donor. I just realized tonight that everything will be timed perfectly for us to go to Saskatoon on the second week she's home! I can't believe how perfectly it's all coming together. Now I just need to pray that her leave doesn't get cancelled.
We decided to count our loss on the last vial we had and just start fresh with the new donor. We are in the process of having 4 vials sent to Aurora. I will take the Letrozole again, plus trigger as usual, and I have asked to start progesterone too. Our Dr didn't think I needed Progesterone because I do not spot between cycles, but I was so sure the last IUI was going to be the one, everything was perfect like the first time we got pregnant, but no... it was a BFN. So this time I don't want to chance anything!
** possible trigger**
I am so happy that I now have something to occupy my thoughts since our Baby Girls 1 year is coming up next week. I've been in a really bad place the last few weeks, it's hard not having Jo home to help keep me from slipping, so having something else to keep me occupied is good.
We were tempted to use the last vial, but we both feel like that donor was bad luck. So this will be a new start on may fronts. So I am happy about that.
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