Post by Rama on Dec 19, 2015 21:09:33 GMT -5
Before our first IVF cycle we gave my mom permission to tell my grandma about our IF, but asked her not to really share details. Unfortunately, my mom is a bit of a blabbermouth. I accidentally slipped to her that our beta was on Friday (we ended up going in a day early). When we talked yesterday, I wasn't ready to tell yet (since we hadn't gotten our beta#2 yet, and I was really stressed about my thyroid). My mom could hear in my voice that something was up and assumed that I wasn't pregnant. So, she called my grandma and cried to her about it.
Now I feel like we need to tell my grandma so she wont be sad for no reason... but we really weren't planning to tell anyone except immediate family at this point. I'd honestly be ok with it, but H is really uncomfortable telling people. He was pretty nervous to tell even our parents and only agreed to it because they all knew about IVF. He doesn't want to tell anyone else until 2nd tri, although he said he would think about telling a few of my closest friends around 8 weeks so I have support.
So, I don't know what to do. We are seeing my grandma next week (but also seeing lots of cousins who we are definitely not ready to tell yet) and I'm afraid I'll feel like I'm lying to her... but I don't want to push H to tell anyone before he's ready. And I'm annoyed at my mom for putting us in this position although it's also kind of cute how invested she is in this and how much she feels for us.
Sorry for the novel. TL;DR: My mom blabbed to my grandma about IVF timing, and now I feel bad waiting to tell my grandma until 2nd tri, but H isn't comfortable telling people yet.
I'm in camp you tell when you're ready to tell. If other people come to their own conclusions, that's not your responsibility. If you correct your grandmother now and, god forbid, you have to correct her again, I'd feel that that'd be more traumatic overall. If I were in this situation, I'd just hold my tongue until I could give them decisively good news without feeling too nervous about having to untell them later.