AW: BM sadness

[neam2014]

Sorry I just need a little love today. I was the one who did the BirthMother AMA on here a few months ago.
*SIGH*
Today is my son's 9th birthday. It's the worse day of the year for me. The day I play the WHAT IF game, the day I get overly pissed about my IF and having TTC for over two years now.  I'm just gonna go have a cry now.

[lizblue]

Sending lots of hugs your way. I'm sorry today is so difficult for you. Take good care of yourself.

[daystardreams]

I'm so sorry you are having a rough day. IF is so hard and I can't imagine how hard it is for you. Hugs to you!

[redandblue]

Sending you lots of love today on this difficult day. I hope you do something nice for yourself today.

[pinkie]

Sending virtual hugs!!

[chicago]

I'm so sorry. I can't imagine what you are going through. I think I would handle it with a good cry too.

[RajahMD]

So many *hugs*

[teraiin]

This is a couple of days late... but so many hugs for you. (hug)

[packerfan4life]

Sending lots of ((hugs)) your way

[neam2014]

Thanks all you guys, DH and I went out to dinner to "celebrate" his birthday. Sadly we got DH SA results emailed to us after dinner and we found out his count is under a million. Looks like we are moving to IVF asap

[persianmaman]

So sorry to hear the bad news on the SA results, neam2014. Sending big hugs.

[pinkie]

I'm sorry to hear about the poor SA results.

We went down the IF route and I heard over and over that if the problem is low count that IVF is often very successful. So while it's certainly not ideal, try to remember that you may have very good odds for success.