Friday FeelsMar 18, 2016 10:07:22 GMT -5via mobile
Post by mahler5 on Mar 18, 2016 10:07:22 GMT -5
I'm doing my 3 hour glucose and I'm only about halfway done.
I'm feeling tired, a little nauseous, and my brain is foggy.
And I'm annoyed that I'm working 3-11 tonight, so I won't see C later today. I had to drop her off at school early since I scheduled the 3 hour test today. I hope I get cancelled.
I'm sure I will feel much better after I eat something in an hour and a half.
Friday FeelsMar 18, 2016 10:30:28 GMT -5via mobile
Post by JustJudy on Mar 18, 2016 10:30:28 GMT -5
I think J and I decided to sell our Oregon house rather than rent it out. The plan would be to use the proceeds to buy a duplex to rent out instead. We want to keep our money in Oregon real estate since we plan to move back up here eventually and there is no way we can afford a multifamily in Orange County.
It's the right decision money wise, plus by the time we move back hopefully this house would be too small for us anyway, but it is really sad. We love this house.
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Friday FeelsMar 18, 2016 10:42:26 GMT -5via mobile
Post by rikkiandjulie on Mar 18, 2016 10:42:26 GMT -5
My sister in law is in labor. I thought I'd feel better on the day of labor bc it would make it all that much more concrete. Instead I've been sitting and crying all day because it's just poured salt in the wound and made it so much more apparent that we still don't have a baby. No matter what I'm happy for them, but this grieving is breaking my heart, and the worst part is that I cannot control how I feel. I can't stop crying out of jealousy, anger, bitterness, sadness. I just want it to be our turn, and we aren't any closer than before. And a week from today while they are home snuggling thier little one, I'll be having fucking polyps removed.
All week she has been complaining about how she can't sleep because I keep waking up to go to the bathroom.
Yesterday she emailed me from work to complain about the type of yogurt that I packed in her lunch. DUDE!!!!! Your super exhausted pregnant partner woke up early after finally falling asleep at like 4am because you slept in and didn't have time to make your own lunch and you can't handle a peach yogurt!?!?! Grow up. Throw it in the garbage, trade with a friend. Get over it.
Today, I accidentally picked up a soup that has bacon in it (I don't eat pork) and she is bugging me to just eat it. I can eat something else and she can have the soup with bacon but I don't know why she is making a thing out of this.
Aaaaaaaand....she won't stop complaining about how if I we deliver on or around our due date she will be on her period.
Maybe all of her feels are valid but I'm feeling super apathetic.
Friday FeelsMar 18, 2016 17:57:10 GMT -5via mobile
Post by lv2016 on Mar 18, 2016 17:57:10 GMT -5
@justjudy - Adulting sucks big time. I hope you don't have too much difficulty with your upcoming real estate changes!
rikkiandjulie - I'm sorry you're so sad. I can't say I know how you feel, but I think any feelings that you're feeling are completely valid. I hope that your heart feels at least a little better soon.
I'm feeling kind of blah. I'm trying to remain the hopeful partner for my wife, but I fear she may have missed her ovulation this week because she hasn't been testing consistently. I think I've mentioned before that V tends to be scatterbrained at times. Now that she's realizing we may have missed our chance this month, she seems to be in a pissy mood. Because I know she feels bad enough about this already, I'm being overly cautious with how to communicate my feelings to her about this, because reacting in the way that I would like to (i.e., "How hard is it to pee on a stick at a specific time of day?," "Do you really want this?," "Being a parent will be harder than testing your fertility days..." See what a bitch I am?) would do no good. So...this weekend should be awesome with all this tension. Boo.
rikkiandjulie I'm sorry. That is a really difficult situation. Feel all the feels and be kind to yourself.
I think I will have them Monday. I'm already looking at diabetes recipes online. I'm not super hopeful.
Sorry your wife is complaining to you when you already have enough on your plate. L does that to me sometimes too. She gets annoyed when I don't cook more for us or eat out. And I'm like, you could cook too! I want to lie down and put my feet up since I'm carrying your child!
I'm sure she will be more helpful and understanding when your baby gets here. I know with L when I was pregnant before I don't think it really hit her etc. Anyway, hope her attitude gets better soon!
Friday FeelsMar 18, 2016 18:26:57 GMT -5via mobile
Post by mahler5 on Mar 18, 2016 18:26:57 GMT -5
rikkiandjulie-- so sorry you are having a hard time. I second letting yourself feel all the feels. I would totally feel the same in that situation. Hope everything goes well with the polyp removal coming up.
Friday FeelsMar 18, 2016 20:07:14 GMT -5via mobile
Post by kh826 on Mar 18, 2016 20:07:14 GMT -5
I'm feeling nervous but very excited. We are under contract for the house we made an offer on yesterday. The sellers accepted $20k less than list price. We just told our parents about it. I am soooooo nervous that something will fall through. I kind of have this "waiting for the other shoe to drop" anxiety that is causing a pit in my stomach. It's just anxiety, but I can't seem to quiet it. With that said I am sooooo excited, but I just want to fast forward 60 days and close on this house and take a deep breath.
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