Sending love @snowbigdeal

[flutterfly88]

snowbigdeal just wanted to send love your way today. Remembering your Henry on his birthday. We would love to hear anything you want to share about him or your day ((((((hugs))))).

[iheartbroccoli]

So many hugs snowbigdeal. Thinking of you today.

[rslh10]

So many hugs to you, dear friend. You have been a huge support to me, and this community. We love you. Henry is lucky to have you as his momma. (((Hugs)))

[snowbigdeal]

Hey ladies, thanks for the warm wishes. It is so nice to have the community here help acknowledge Henry's day.

*rainbow mentioned*

It's been an interesting time lately -- I've been thinking about Henry a lot in the lead up to his second birthday. This time last year I had a two-week old and all of the associated shocks of first-time parenthood, so there was not a whole lot of time or energy to dwell on the past. In some ways, I think I'm feeling it more this year because of that.

We are in the midst of packing up to move out of the same house we were in the middle of moving into when we had our loss, and it is a really strange feeling, like the end of an era. I am going to miss this house and the neighborhood a lot, because I spent so much of the time after Henry's death and through my subsequent pregnancy walking on the nearby trails and enjoying the solitude of our little cabin in the woods. But in some ways, it also feels like it is time to move on and move forward.

Anyway, here's one of my favorite pictures from two years ago today, on what was the happiest/saddest day of my life. Please don't quote.

*poof*

[shandorfml2]

huge hugs snowbigdeal,!!

[wrenofthesea]

((Hugs)) snowbigdeal I am thinking of you and Henry on his second birthday. Good luck with your move.