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Aug 11, 2015 21:44:34 GMT -5
Post by LadyNymeria on Aug 11, 2015 21:44:34 GMT -5
I had bought the Belly Book journal and had started filling it out already. I feels wrong to throw it away but I don't know what keeping it will do for me.
I love the book so hopefully I can get and stay pregnant, but one of the first pages it ask you which pregnancy the book is for. It's going to be really sad to have to right second when there's no LC from the first one. Maybe I'll find a nice rainbow sticker for that page whenever I hopefully get to that point.
But I can't get rid of the pictures I have on my phone of when we told my family. The pure joy on their faces helps me remember that our baby was real and they were loved.
And now I'm crying. Jeez!!
The only things I had bought so far were that Belly Book and a maternity shirt I was planning to wear in each of my weekly pictures. The shirt got shoved in a bag at the back of my closet. I'll keep it a hopefully get to use it at some point. It's hidden away for now so it's not acting as any sort of sad reminder. If for some reason it becomes painful I'll toss it because it's just a shirt but for now I'll keep it.