I can't sleep. I woke up panicked again about bleeding even though I haven't had any yet. PgAL brain is making me crazy. I keep flashing back to my last loss which started over night.
Xp from paif: Had my appointment. We've got one little one in there with a heartbeat of 113. I was wrong on my dates though (math yo!). Doctor said I'm 7w1d with edd of 8/15. Yay!!! And they actually released me today with referral to new OB as she said they'll get me in in two weeks. Also have to stay on all meds until 01/31 or day before 12 weeks. (Boo)
Too early for confessions? 6w4d and broke out the Bella band today after lunch. Could not deal with tight pants any longer, and I made a commitment to myself to get dressed every day so yoga pants are out. I feel so much better! I haven't put on an lbs yet but the bloat....argh.
I got a Bella band for christmas from my sister and usrd it to make a much too small pair of pants work on Sunday. I did use a hair tie to button them. I am not sure if I liked the results or not.
TTC #1 since August 2011 DH (32): SA is ok, slightly low morph, normal SCSA Me (32): Slightly low P4, hostile CM, carrier for CF, high NKC, High TNFa, heterozyogous mutated Factor XIII, and +APA October 2012-August 2015: 4 failed IUIs, 3 failed IVFs, 2 failed FETs w/donor embryos, 1 freeze all IVF, 1 Failed FET, and 1 cancelled FET November 2015: FET w/ DEm #3 Transferred 1 perfect 6AA blast
One of DH's people also owns liquor store and gave us a fancy bottle of wine for Christmas. I know it will taste fine in August, but man it looks good now.
5 years TTC 2 c/p's 2 failed IUIs/1 cancelled IVF 1 failed IVF 1 failed FET BFP 12/1/15. We said goodbye to Tiny 1/4/16 Fresh cycle #3 2/16 8R/7M/5F BFP 5/12/16 We said goodbye to flutter on 5/27 and poprock on 5/28 BFP 8/30/16 We said goodbye to Samuel 10/3 (Trisomy 16) Moving on to Donor Embryos BFP 12/20/16 We said goodbye to Turtle 12/30
I hired a cleaning lady. I can't be bothered lately with cleaning. She comes once a month to deep clean and I'll just spot clean here and there.
my short term TCF goal is for the site to make enough that I can hire a cleaning lady starting in February
It was a lot less money than I thought it was going to be. On Facebook, my town has an online tag sale so I put a post on there looking for someone to clean the house, that might be a good way to start.
Also I have her clean the rooms that people are in or see. So if I have overnight guests, she'll clean the guest bedroom plus upstairs hallway and stairs, living room, kitchen, bathroom and office. If no company I won't have her clean the upstairs. I never have her clean the master bedroom (it's not that messy and no one goes in there) and our cat's bedroom since it's a pain to clean and I'll just do it myself.
Today is not a good day for MS. I've been so nauseated all day. DD had peanut butter crackers and donuts for lunch because I didn't want to move. My body can't decide if I'm hot or cold. And of course, DH works until midnight tonight. I'm counting down the minutes until my kids go to bed.
Oh good. I'm glad I'm not the only one throwing random food at their kids. My kids ate toaster strudels, dry fruit loops, and cheese sticks for breakfast.
I have a little story! DD is still sick from her cousins and she was really upset when I was trying to put her to bed. She ended up throwing up all over the rug in her bedroom. I took it downstairs to clean. Afterward she kept walking into her room, tapping the floor, and doing the "where is it?" motion with her arms. She is so concerned about that rug!
Too early for confessions? 6w4d and broke out the Bella band today after lunch. Could not deal with tight pants any longer, and I made a commitment to myself to get dressed every day so yoga pants are out. I feel so much better! I haven't put on an lbs yet but the bloat....argh.
5w5d and rocking the Bella bands here. Honestly I feel huge, I am usually pretty thin and my blump is sooo big I have no idea how I'm going to hide it. I never thought I would "show" this much so quickly.
Too early for confessions? 6w4d and broke out the Bella band today after lunch. Could not deal with tight pants any longer, and I made a commitment to myself to get dressed every day so yoga pants are out. I feel so much better! I haven't put on an lbs yet but the bloat....argh.
5w5d and rocking the Bella bands here. Honestly I feel huge, I am usually pretty thin and my blump is sooo big I have no idea how I'm going to hide it. I never thought I would "show" this much so quickly.
5 years TTC 2 c/p's 2 failed IUIs/1 cancelled IVF 1 failed IVF 1 failed FET BFP 12/1/15. We said goodbye to Tiny 1/4/16 Fresh cycle #3 2/16 8R/7M/5F BFP 5/12/16 We said goodbye to flutter on 5/27 and poprock on 5/28 BFP 8/30/16 We said goodbye to Samuel 10/3 (Trisomy 16) Moving on to Donor Embryos BFP 12/20/16 We said goodbye to Turtle 12/30
Post by thechickencoop on Dec 29, 2015 22:01:42 GMT -5
So I had a blood draw this afternoon so I'll see what my levels look like tomorrow but I'm thinking not good. TMI I've passed several large clots through the day and what seems like never ending small ones. And my abdomen feels like one giant cramp.
I ended up leaving work early to at least get my labs in today instead of tomorrow morning and came home to an awesome H. Just, ugh. I can't sing his praises enough today.
We decided to bow out of the NYE party we were going to and just invited a couple people here to hang so at least I'm actually really looking forward to that
So I had a blood draw this afternoon so I'll see what my levels look like tomorrow but I'm thinking not good. TMI I've passed several large clots through the day and what seems like never ending small ones. And my abdomen feels like one giant cramp.
I ended up leaving work early to at least get my labs in today instead of tomorrow morning and came home to an awesome H. Just, ugh. I can't sing his praises enough today.
We decided to bow out of the NYE party we were going to and just invited a couple people here to hang so at least I'm actually really looking forward to that
5 years TTC 2 c/p's 2 failed IUIs/1 cancelled IVF 1 failed IVF 1 failed FET BFP 12/1/15. We said goodbye to Tiny 1/4/16 Fresh cycle #3 2/16 8R/7M/5F BFP 5/12/16 We said goodbye to flutter on 5/27 and poprock on 5/28 BFP 8/30/16 We said goodbye to Samuel 10/3 (Trisomy 16) Moving on to Donor Embryos BFP 12/20/16 We said goodbye to Turtle 12/30
So I had a blood draw this afternoon so I'll see what my levels look like tomorrow but I'm thinking not good. TMI I've passed several large clots through the day and what seems like never ending small ones. And my abdomen feels like one giant cramp.
I ended up leaving work early to at least get my labs in today instead of tomorrow morning and came home to an awesome H. Just, ugh. I can't sing his praises enough today.
We decided to bow out of the NYE party we were going to and just invited a couple people here to hang so at least I'm actually really looking forward to that
im crossing everything and then some for you
Thanks :/ it just, ya know, kind of fucking blows. I'm hoping I'm busy at work tomorrow and then can go go go Thurs with guest prep so I don't have time to bum out.
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