Eff today already. My 2 yr old climbed into our bed late last night and I was too exhausted to do anything about it, so he climbed all over me all night and I don't think I ever got into deep sleep. DH stormed off to work without saying goodbye (he was frustrated with the kids, not unreasonably so) but now I feel all off for the day and he won't be home until late
At work after a good workout at the office gym. The only plus side of waking up to pee at 3am? Getting a nice, leisurely workout in when I realize I can't fall asleep again and might as well get up!
I'm getting ready for my first OB appointment. The doc actually called me last night to get some info, so far he seems nice and willing to work with my unique protocol.
TTC #1 since August 2011 DH (32): SA is ok, slightly low morph, normal SCSA Me (32): Slightly low P4, hostile CM, carrier for CF, high NKC, High TNFa, heterozyogous mutated Factor XIII, and +APA October 2012-August 2015: 4 failed IUIs, 3 failed IVFs, 2 failed FETs w/donor embryos, 1 freeze all IVF, 1 Failed FET, and 1 cancelled FET November 2015: FET w/ DEm #3 Transferred 1 perfect 6AA blast
Post by gratefulgirl on Jan 5, 2016 8:30:42 GMT -5
I was wondering about your bloodwork yesterday theophania. Hope you get results soon.
DD1 was up 3 times last night (well, one long time but she woke me up 3 times). At first she did ask to go potty, which is legit, but the last time was because she was "scared" (aka bored) and I can't even remember what came in between. MH is an insomniac who has to be on drugs to sleep/survive so he's no help at night. I have got to nail down what to do with this little kid waking me up every night. I think her increase in visits may be related to the fact that she won't let me out of her sight during the day, but I don't know why she's feeling so insecure all of a sudden.
gratefulgirl, When DS was about that age he kept using the "I'm scared" excuse and he would say that he was scared of monsters. My solution was to buy him a cuddly stuffed monster to protect him at night. Now he occasionally says he is scared of spiders So he sleeps with animals that eat spiders. Does your DD sleep with an animal or anything to keep her company? DS rarely wakes up at night now but when he did I would just gently remind him that he needs to sleep in his bed and his monster, etc. are there to keep him company.
AFM, I threw up my entire dinner last night and was really disappointed because the dinner did taste good. On the plus side I found LO's HB on my doppler last night for the second time! It is going to be hard not to use the doppler every night...
However, I did have a dream last night that I started bleeding and was having another miscarriage. Now I am trying to control the crazy until I can get home and use my doppler tonight.
Laying in bed preparing to get up. I start work tomorrow and although it will be nice to be in the land of adults I really am not used to the early mornings and really hope dd naps in daycare.
Post by gratefulgirl on Jan 5, 2016 9:08:36 GMT -5
sarcaztic10 thanks for the idea. She has a bed filled with stuffed monkeys (mostly) and other things. It used to be that when she would wake up at night - and she's not a great sleeper so she wakes most nights - she would quietly play in her bed. I think maybe part of the reason she's wanting attention is that I've emphasized that it's not good for her eyes to play too much by the light of her dim nightlight and so she's getting more bored.
Part of me wonders if she's worried because I'm so tired/blah right now and she doesn't know why.
Was nauseous during dinner and after last night so went to bed pretty early. Dreamt about an amazing breakfast buffet and now I want to hit Shoney's or Golden Corral...
Post by remylove1011 on Jan 5, 2016 9:16:51 GMT -5
Ugh, I've been at work for almost two hours and I'm freezing. It appears that they're messing with the heat today since it's now actually cold in the South and haven't gotten there ish together yet. So I'm wearing my coat at my desk.
youdontsay, I hope you're able to get some sleep. I have my first OB appointment tomorrow and I'm really hoping I get an ultrasound to see little one again. I'm freaking out too!!
Me (30) MH (32) Dx: MFI (low all the things) M. 10/11. TTC Since 01/14 IUI#1-3(Letrozole + Trigger) = BFN Second Opinion. Changed RE's. IVF 09/15 Long Lupron 12R/9M/8F, Transferred 1=BFN. 4 frosties. FET #1 12/15 Transferred 1 (3 still on ice)
gratefulgirl, she could be feeding off of your emotions. It is so hard to try to act normal, like you feel great instead of like a truck ran over you. It is so crazy but kids can totally pick up on our emotions and it can affect them. I have been trying to spend more time with DS than I normally would, even if it means vegging out on the couch and watching Phineas and Pherb (ugh, its a terrible show!) for a few hours. Does she have a dedicated bed time routine like a warm bath (maybe with some lavender lotion afterwards), story time, and then bed?
gratefulgirl my 2 has been even more clingy/cuddly than normal lately too. It's like he knows lol. I normally love the snuggles but ge literally wants to sleep laying on top of me like some sort of symbiotic parasite lol
gratefulgirl my 2 has been even more clingy/cuddly than normal lately too. It's like he knows lol. I normally love the snuggles but ge literally wants to sleep laying on top of me like some sort of symbiotic parasite lol
Mine too. Yesterday she was driving me crazy and I finally said "do you just want some attention?" She said yes and we cuddled on the couch and read books for awhile.
Feeling so tired today. It's DD1's first day back to preschool, and it was hard to get there on time because we are out of our routine. But it's nice to have a break with just one kid for a couple of hours.
My hormonal rage is out of control today. Everyone in my office is sick and coughing on papers, copiers, etc that we share. I feel like jumping on my desk and saying "if you're sick, stay the eff home!"
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